Ok so I have been known to do some stupid things. I just received word that a couple of friends aren't happy with me. So after a few phone calls I hope everything is still good. You blog readers want details? Forget it. It's not happening. All I will say is that I am no longer drinking rum. It make's me do stupid crap. Sorry to my friends that had to put up with that. I meant no disrespect to anyone. Lately I had taken a whole new way of looking at things in life. I try to look at things and have the graditude to the things in life I have going for me. A week ago I almost died and ticked some people off. I could have lost all the things I brag about that are special to me. All this because I couldn't handle my rum. No more. I'm Sorry.


Ok Blog readers, how do you look at life? I have been reading three books. First one is Positve Energy by Judith Orloff. M.D. It shows you that inner health and balance is created by positive energy. It shows how to harness it, how to create it, and how to defeat or become immune to negative energy. It even goes into detail about food and exercise. The second book is Being In Balance by Dr. Wayne Dyer. It basically goes in detail on changing your perspective on everything. If you see nothing but hate and sadness in the world then that's what you will attract in your life. I have relatives that are living proof of that concept. The third book I'm am now on is The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. This books talks about the law of attraction. Basically if you dwell on the negative then that's what you will attract in your life. The book goes into with a lot of depth on perception. The naysayers who think that this book is just saying "wish for money and you'll get it." miss the entire concept of what the book is trying to say altogether. It's these concepts that I am working on. I started doing a lot to make the changes necessary to improve my life. That's why I quit my old job. That was the spark. Everything started to improve for me after I got rid of that huge chunk of negativity. I no longer needed my medication. Now I am working on the other areas of my life. Slowly but surely I am moving ahead. The night of the rum goes against that. So no more.


Ok enough deep thoughts tomorrow is a gravy day. I get to take a bunch of high schoolers to Bass Pro and get paid to hang there all day. Cool. Until next time see ya.